I have an interesting observsation about myself. I actually do not like scheduled match play. Every time I have a scheduled match, I think to myself that I have a million things to do today and playing this match is going to be a pain in the ass.
However, this story is not a negative one. Once I get into the match, I enjoy it. I cannot understand why I tend to think so negatively about being “forced” to play until I actually start playing.
This might just be a weird psychological quirk that is inherent to only me. This raises the question. Does anyone else think along similar lines?